Simply... me.

Friday, March 18, 2011
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I could spend all day, all night thinking about what-could-have-been's and what-if's. But that was just wasting my time, and I've wasted much already.
And now that I purposely went invisible, you didn't even notice that I was not there. You didn't even make the slightest effort to look for me. It hurts, you know, to feel unimportant. And there you are, enjoying your new found un-singleness. I know you shouldn't feel sad that I was not there by your side, because you already have someone to stay. But hey, I'm here, you left me hanging. Maybe you should have known at least how not to take a person for granted. Maybe you should have known how I felt. Oh yeah, you already know because I've blurted it all to you. So now I realize one thing. You know what? YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE. You've already hurt me this far and YOU DIDN'T CARE AT ALL.
Fuck this. To every angle there is, I'm the loser. You're happy. I'm not. Life is a little bit unfair, eh? So I just have to accept that. And maybe next time I'll be happy. And not with you. Not with someone asshole like you.

P.S. I purposely inserted in the bad words. I'm not that type of person but you made me this way. That's how I hate you.

posted by Adeline @ 10:36 PM

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RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME:

- M.D. but not yet licensed
- graduated Doctor of Medicine at Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila
- was a junior intern at Ospital ng Maynila Medical Center (it sucked btw. lol)
- currently a post graduate intern at DOH-PCHCS Integrated Internship Program
- BS Bio graduate of the University of the Philippines Manila
- turning 25
- still the shy and quiet Maria Clara
- zodiac: Leo
- inexpressive
- loves sundae ice cream
- loves math but wants to be a doctor
- has uber-sensitive eyes
- ~~loves brewed coffee without sugar~~ loves espresso frap
- N.B.S.B. (sad but true--when will this be deleted?)
- optimistic
- procrastinator
- ~~a person who doesn't know how to get mad at people~~
- serious and quiet but likes to be with crazy and loud people
- secretive
- ~~I'm not really into bio~~ I love Biology
- hates cramming but does it anyway
- oftentimes forgetful
- loves to listen to loud rock music when sad
- likes foodtrippin'
- sundae is my temporary relief from sadness/pain/angst
- thinks that being alone is not a bad thing
- dreams of entering UPmed *sigh* wants to have my internship in PGH and residency in PGH or makati med or asian hospital
- believes in God
- i cry when I get really angry
- i get heaves and super puffy eyes when exposed to extreme cold weather/temp
- i hate perfumes/i don't wear perfumes

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