Simply... me.

Monday, February 22, 2010
Why the goodbye stuff?

"goodbye FB. goodbye twitter. goodbye plurk."

These are the sites I browse everyday. These are the sites where I spend countless hours, and my sleepless nights. And I do I get anything from it? Well, yeah I get the latest buzz, the one who recently broke up, one who recently got married, one who expresses his/her anger over something, the whereabouts of my friends, and a whole lot of things. It's like stalking people, knowing them better. But do I get better from it? If I know them better, do I get close to them? No, I just sit there in a room, thinking of what-might-have-been's and what-could-have's. It's like I know everything about the world but I don't have any friends. But I admit, these are the things I love to do.

And because it's Lent time, I have to sacrifice something. I didn't realize it up until the mass last Sunday. I was like a Catholic observing the usual celebrations without even understanding, just for the sake of saying I am a Catholic. But yeah, now, this is my sacrifice. I have to sacrifice what I love to do that doesn't do me any good. It's really hard for me because from the moment I started to turn on my laptop up to this moment, I've been itching to go through the sites I love most.

But no, I won't give in to temptation. And I hope this makes me a better person. And that I realize that I should do good instead of lurking behind people's where and whatabouts.

posted by Adeline @ 9:59 AM

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RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME:

- M.D. but not yet licensed
- graduated Doctor of Medicine at Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila
- was a junior intern at Ospital ng Maynila Medical Center (it sucked btw. lol)
- currently a post graduate intern at DOH-PCHCS Integrated Internship Program
- BS Bio graduate of the University of the Philippines Manila
- turning 25
- still the shy and quiet Maria Clara
- zodiac: Leo
- inexpressive
- loves sundae ice cream
- loves math but wants to be a doctor
- has uber-sensitive eyes
- ~~loves brewed coffee without sugar~~ loves espresso frap
- N.B.S.B. (sad but true--when will this be deleted?)
- optimistic
- procrastinator
- ~~a person who doesn't know how to get mad at people~~
- serious and quiet but likes to be with crazy and loud people
- secretive
- ~~I'm not really into bio~~ I love Biology
- hates cramming but does it anyway
- oftentimes forgetful
- loves to listen to loud rock music when sad
- likes foodtrippin'
- sundae is my temporary relief from sadness/pain/angst
- thinks that being alone is not a bad thing
- dreams of entering UPmed *sigh* wants to have my internship in PGH and residency in PGH or makati med or asian hospital
- believes in God
- i cry when I get really angry
- i get heaves and super puffy eyes when exposed to extreme cold weather/temp
- i hate perfumes/i don't wear perfumes

YOU CAN STALK ME AT:

- blogger
- friendster
- livejournal
- multiply
- twitter